Monday, 4 May 2026

About 26 Nov 2020

I am going to publish a draft I typed almost 6 years ago.
I miss blogging seriously, I'm gonna start again and hoped that I'll istiqomah gitu~
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Such an important date, because I turned 30 weh!
Well, to be honest, I wasn't ready to be 30.
But if I think again, siapa yang ready?
Time will fly no matter how hard you hold on to it.
It will escape you, that's why it is so important to treasure your time.

For this 30 years of my life, there is actually not much things that I regret.
Probably one or two occurrence that, doesn't really matter anymore.
I just hoped that I actually did learn something from my past mistakes because if I don't, I am doomed to repeat it.

30, sebenarnya apalah beza 30 dengan 29?
Nombor pangkal hadapannya of course.
Dan kesedaran yang "hey, you are not getting any younger, time to buckle up and be serious about things you want to do"
And I had never imagined turning 30 without both parents.
Baba memang dah lama meninggal, so that's out of question lah.
But Mama, I really had never ever thought that Mama's life gonna be that short.
63 tahun, memanglah tak begitu muda pun tapi...entahlah.
It's not something that is under our control.
Life and death is His secret, totally under His power.
Bayi baru lahir pun ada je yang meninggal.


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