Phobia.

Afraid.

I want to be around people whom I can rely on,
Who are ambitious,
Who work towards building a life.
Who knows his responsibilities.
Who are embarrassed to be sucking wealth out of a woman.
Who are embarrassed to be lazy and useless.

I don't need a life full of gold,
I don't need a life full of branded things and eating expensively.

All I want is someone that I could count on,
Someone I could rely on,
Someone who could fix up new furniture with me
Someone who would spray the cockroach with me
Someone who would trap the mouse and release it at the gutter with me
Because I did all of the above,
But I just want to do it with someone.
Not alone.
At least I know you can do as I do
And maybe even more.
So I could respect you
And I could rely on you
It's not that I want to burden you
It's just that I don't want you to burden me.

Sincerely,
Me.