Random rants in the middle of the night

I know this is random but I guess I just wanna say something.
But I just dunno what it was, what was it that I really want to say?
Oh, life. Life is quite hectic but I dunno why, it's as if not that hectic
if I observe carefully. Because I always spend my time at Twitter,
Youtube, Facebook even if the latter took the shortest time.
It's like I was shocked, I have this culture shock of what I'm feeling.
It's like I have to always be there, I have to because of a reason.
Because of something, because of someone, because it's just a fun thing
to able to know, to see, to interact.
So I guess, no wonder mum always forbids this since I was at school.
School life, back at that time, we only have cell phones. Can't really do much eh?
No internet at home, go to CC once a week.
Nothing much. School life, sometimes interesting other times sucks so much.
Go to higher school, still got that lazy breezy attitude.
But it's still okay even though everyday MSN, everyday YM
Everyday text in the middle of the night.
High school, just like school, no responsibility, failing test is frustrating but not really bad~
Enter Uni, swear won't waste my time falling for any Tom, Dick and Harry
But it's inevitable crushes could happen and remain as crushes until it really crushed
and not remembered anymore~
Life goes on, library is a dance floor, so interesting so satisfying
Can go till hours on end, borrow tons of books, came back to hostel
Read, read about P.Ramlee, A.Samad Ismail, Mahatma Gandhi.
Read motivational, read storybooks, read whatever~
Mentally satisfying~ brain feeder, mind carver~

So now, what happened?
I fell into a pit, a pit full of fire
I fell into a pit, a pit full of satisfying goodness.
That made me so much happier it was like playing jigsaw
Have a piece and it will be matched.
The pieces are put together and we wanted more, and more
We drew a borderline and stay in our own position
Thought I'd grew tired but no, it is more intense.
I hate this feeling when it made me forget
Forget my role my responsibility my sane mind.
Forget other things so important, forget those just because of you,
Feed my mind, fit my mind, fill my mind.
I wish to let this go for a while, till this most important phase ended.