Mimpi Tidur Siang

I came home from work this morning at 8 am. By 9 I was already home. Sambil baring sambil main phone and I don't recall at what time I fell asleep. 

I was awake once, but quickly lose consciousness again and this was the time the dream came to me, the scary dream.

I was driving, and it was raining. I remembered in that dream that if I wanted to avoid road closure and stuffs, I need to turn left somewhere along the road. But, it happened that I was not ready to take those left road and decided to remain on the right path (is this what you call "pun intended" thingy? 😂😂😂)

And suddenly I am in the third person POV.

Like I get to watch for myself that the road were getting narrower with cones like jalan tak siap, with tanah merah all over jalan berbukit pula tu, and I could see my car (in that dream lah, not my real car coz mine the color is kind of silver metallic but in my dream it was putih telap murni)

And as the road became more narrow, and I knew I started to knock off a few cones of jalan tak siap, next I saw my car falling off this hill, obviously because hujan jalan licin, no pagar, and everything under construction so dangerous.

I was kind of ready for a few broken bones. Then, I wasn't in the third person POV anymore but back to being the driver of the falling car. And the next thing is, I opened my eyes and didn't feel a thing, but I am sure it's gonna be very painful. And only then the whole pain of the accident came to me, just as I expected or maybe even worse. I couldn't move but I was crying, trying to tolerate the pain in every bone and muscle, and while I keep calling out for Allah, I still have time to remember about how I should berdoa not to ask Him to make me stronger, but to ask Him to permudahkan and lighten my pain. Maybe my subconscious mind remembered I terbaca kat mana ntah kalau kita berdoa untuk diberi kekuatan, kita akan diuji dengan lebih keras lagi untuk membina kekuatan itu. Jadi berdoalah untuk urusan kita dipermudahkan, diringankan agar kita tidaklah rasa terlalu terbeban. 

And then I woke up. Just a moment later.

But the pain caused by the accident in my dream kind of felt so real, although I didn't feel any pain anymore when I open my eyes to the real world, but somehow, the vividity of the situation in it makes me feel nervous. Hahaha~ now I'm gonna drive home so, yeah...anyone reading this do pray for my safety ya? 😁