Addicted to tears

I don't know why, but it just feels so good to feel them flowing after forming a pool in your eyes.
Especially when you feel the pressure to hold them in, and it formed even more than before.
Have I gone crazy? Since when did crying felt so good?
I mean, crying not because you're disappointed and sad due to circumstances with people.
But just, crying on your own. When you're so absorbed in memories it made you cry, when you suddenly felt so filthy and low it made you cry.
It's that kind of tears that feels so great.
So now, I'm not afraid to say that I'm addicted to tears.
And there is some sort of accomplished feeling once I let them flow.