Decision

I felt it now. So suddenly. Not really suddenly. It has been lingering in my mind for such a long time. But it was too late. There's nothing I can do now except to finish my bachelor degree with flying colors.

I am studying mass communication, major in Broadcasting. This is not my own choice, it was my mum's. Why? Because at that time I was so hopeless, I don't want to make a decision for myself after going through a lot of hell, making stupid decisions since secondary school, to be precise, since I was 15.

It all happened so fast. But I don't feel really bad now. I tried to love the course I'm taking. I tried my best to do it wholeheartedly. People would never believe this wasn't my choice. The reasons?

1. When they ask whether this was my first choice in the form? The answer is yes.

2. I got Dean's Award for the whole of 4 semesters.

My passion is architecture. My love is designing the interior of buildings.

I have designed a house that I would love to live in it. It's my dream house. I have drawn somewhere but geez, where do I put it? Have to find it back :p