Just coz you are

Listening to: Can You Keep A Secret - Utada Hikaru

Sometimes, you just can't break peoples' heart even when yours are breaking. You think that, the damage is better to be bear alone by you. No point and no good having another person to feel just as miserable as you. Worse come to worst, you knew that your patience will be rewarded and if you're lucky enough, you might witness the person who makes you feel so bad enduring the same thing in the future (which you will silently curse yourself for even feeling some pity when the time comes to them).

That is life, and it also depends on your own personality. You can be free spirited and couldn't care less for just about anyone, but in the future, please don't hate another free spirited being who doesn't even care about your feelings because that was you. If you hate that person, you're hating yourself. Stop making excuses how different you are from the person because the being was sent to be around you just for the purpose to make you realize you're so hateful.

See my point? So let us all treat other people the way we want to be treated. Of course you can't expect flowery outcome from everyone in an instant, but along the way, at some part in your life, you will feel grateful for all the good things that happened to you. And know that everything good will come because of your previous good deeds, and by the mercy of God, He gave you happiness that you have never even thought of.

Just put your trust in being good, talking good, seeing things good.
I know sometimes we lose our temper, we are humans anyway. There's nothing wrong with losing your temper, just some danger of cutting other people. Even if that happened, reflect on it back. Trace back, on what reason that you lose your temper, how good are you in keeping in touch with everything, especially with Allah, with the Lord. How close are you with Him? How proudly you think of yourself that made you find others so irritating? Look back. And reflect. It will do you good.


Aanya