Why is it so hard for me to remove my iron mask? Oh maybe because it's made of iron so it has already melted on my face and could not be separated from my skin anymore. Duh.
Know what, sometimes I think too much. What if I say this? What if I do that? Would I hurt you? Will I be a nuisance and brings you heartache and nauseating stomach?
Am I rude? I guess there should be no problem in being too courteous but alas, was I so wrong.
When I'm being extra courteous and extra polite, felt like I'm being more rude than ever. Then I will be grumpy because there's so many stale stuffs I should be thinking of but keeps coming to me no matter which situation I'm in.
Okay, I'm just blabbering about myself. Yeah so what? My blog what. Haha iklan pulak.
I tried to avoid conflict as much as I could. So I tried hard not to hurt anyone. Not to say any hurtful things and should I feel like I'm doing something inappropriate or stupid, I need to apologize right away. But seems like this too give problems to me, though not much. Maybe less than if I'm one outspoken specimen. And in the end, I'm the one who feel hurt and dejected the most.
You must be thinking, why would I continue behaving the way I'm not?
Simple, every present must have had their 'glorious' past.
Somehow, I hate the past situation that landed me in my today's.
I'm just taking safety measures, it doesn't hurt you right?
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